Easy

Today is day 5. I have done the things right. I've have told my story to 5 close-ones throughout the week. I will tell it more this week-end. Telling the story and being surrounded by supporting friends and family is a very good antidote.

This experience and the way that I am handling it tells me that I am a lot stronger, calmer, and resourceful than I was in previous critical moments of my life. It's extremely significant, for the fragility and sense isolation of my twenties stunted and limited my life quite a lot.

I say sense of isolation because I've always had people around and some that had the inclination and patience to listen my stories in the worst of times. But I felt alienated and out of touch with the world. I may have overcome this now. I must salute growing older and wiser, or the pills, or both.

Speaking of pills I am on a plan to gradually stop taking them. Looking forward to that.

The Vaudeville has not ceased at the agency. At least it's not boring.

Back to today - what will be in it?

Well, it's been warm and sunny outside lately but today the sky has no colour. This is good, for a sunny day can be hard to live up to sometimes. Grey days are not very demanding, they say: take your time, do what you want, no pressure. If they are not cold or wet, then you know it will be Easy.

The main thing is I guess working on my home, making it nice. Feels like a mountain but apparently it can be done in 15 mins per day. I'm adopting this program, although I wish I had a little fairy god-mother that would do it for me.

There's knitting and why not sewing. I have a seed of an idea, and I'm letting it grow.

There's seeing more friends and family. There's writing. There's love.

Amourx.