I took a break for the whole week as an emergency exit. Beau is also on holiday, and I am feeling immensely tense still. This morning I sort of have an anger in me, I don’t get it. Maybe it’s because I need to be alone.

If I’m counting the things I’ve done, it seems fine. I exercised saturday, I went out sunday, painted, took my mom to dinner and danced salsa yesterday. Today I have a list down, shopping, choosing paint, cleaning, knitting and exercising if it fits. I also wanted to relax. I don’t know why I am so tense, can’t release. Is it because I haven’t been alone?

I sure wanted to paint alone yesterday. It was stressful to look over beau, for both of us. He’s too carefree for me when it comes to painting. It’s really crazy that I care about that.

I could go to mosaiculture with Chantal, or somewhere with her. Hmm.

I’ll take it in strides. The weather is beautiful, so I will set time to create, draw. Start by a great big smile ☺

I’m happy I’m seeing people, tomorrow I will go to la ronde with my nephews, should be great. For all goodness I would add Sonia to the visits.

Amourx.