Tides

I hereby declare me Calm and Free.

If I write too much I will get tedious, and I may already be so. But this conversation with myself helps in a way, I hope you don't mind.

In the tedious there is work which is intense but contained. I shouldn't mind too much, but I miss knitting. There is a trip shortly that will take me away. And then also... me and men. It's a hole new ballgame.

The spirit is ok, is good even. I'm a bit afraid, but that's a good sign. I would welcome the calm back in, for a while, until the new tide rolls in.

Amourx.