Not a Smart Girl

It's been a while and it may not be long. I am using 5 minutes between things to post, but copain will be here in a bit and I will be off to my mom's for a family diner with little cousin from Calgary.

I don't think that I have Ever been so constantly irritated by every human interaction that is. Ya'll know the stress at work drill, but this is different. All through the week-end I was so short tempered, as if I had a life to save and everything, everyone, didn't cooperate and came in my way. And that was just copain. Imagine when I get into work and am in a constant flux of requests and deadlines.

And my brain is definitely going dark. I'm always certain that people turn and hate me. I feel it like pins going through me. But is that really possible?

Couple that with talking to myself, nearly going into accidents, and displaying some Tourette syndrome/alzheimer behavior - things are not going better.

I know that what I need is a break, or pills. I don't know when I will start to do something about it. I had a deadline last February. I skipped it, and things have only gotten worst. I am not a smart girl.

Amourx.