Stopping to catch myself. This morning I only wanted to be alone for a while. I think that I am sick. I always want to lie down. I have very little energy. And, it's not happy happy with my beau all the time.
I had a lovely Christmas dinner with my family. Textbook. Skates, Rock Band, toys, books, tourtières, turkey, bûche, the usual crew + 1. There was not one thing wrong with this Christmas dinner. I enjoyed it and enjoyed picking the gifts and seeing everyone open them, specially the wide-eyed kids. I had a moment when I realized that I was lucky, that I had all that. A family is wealth, however satellite I may be.
I guess that I have been home sick. I won't waist these holidays with dark moods, no. I am quite neutral inside. I'm not a the top of my form on the outside, what can i do. I'm patient and forgiving with that.
Amourx.
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