The Big Uneazy

Hello there, it feels like it has been a while.

To tell you the truth, I have been feeling the very bad feelings of yore, creeping in the background. Feeling different, removed, probably rejected, sad, scared, immobilzed etc. Bleh.

There are no reasons, I have a fabulous boyfriend (but maybe I give him too much importance in my happiness?), the weather is so good it’s decadent. I have pleasant week-ends spent on bikes and I went to the beach and swam and suntanned. I have friends and a social life and a family. I have invitations. There are no reasons to feel uneasy but it’s there.

Even my job I cannot blame. I can say though that I don’t move, and I have to resolve that chop chop. I have succeeded in drinking less than 2 cups of coffee a day, I guess that’s good, but the other 2 things I wanted to do, which is to report here and to do 10 min. of exercise everyday fell through. And I really feel like crap about that.

I have nuisance things that I can get rid of bit by bit. And I gotta move more. Essentially, that’s it. I will start with my place.

Amourx.