Less work more care

Been sick 3 days and home all day today, feeling some guilt for it. But I am ok. I looked at what was important and family came first so I cleaned a bit, so little, but it’s better than it was. I sent emails at work with my junk/anonymous email address. I listened to tv shows and podcasts now, being tired. It’s like if I was depressed but I’m not giving into that.

I understand it’s a perspective thing. I can spin this around if I feel like it. I can also protect myself and this is what I am doing. I’m still good and in love with beau. Won’t write about him too much, he is allowed his confidentiality even if no one reads me.

I can write about what I wish. A three months break from work, so that I take care of the house, care of my skin, health and all. I need to stay close to my friends, family and love if I this happens. I’m not going for a burn out right now, unless I burn out, but thinking about freelancing? Jobs are hard to get. School could be an option.

Mainly, I need to be more social, this will be helpful. Less work, more care. I like that.

Amourx.